Thursday, March 3, 2011
♥ lifeis just like that
Its been a long time since I updated here... Well I been busy working.. not that I think about it why should one work so hard? Promotion? more $$? Sometimes I wonder about things maybe I am not suited for working I tried and tried but it just wont work out... sadly yes I know we need money to stay alive. I know I got personal issue well who don't? No one is perfect yet why do people want people to be perfect? I know words can hurt a feeling I know sometimes the truth stinks. I was talking to a counsellor 1half yrs back he agree i have emotion problems and its best i seek for therapy as back then i didn't know how to handle emotion stress i seek to psychology as it was psychology that help me thru poly. As I wanted to take up the course in Positive Psychology, well I am still going to take the course just that now i got the expected experiences but not the dough. As i know it will come in handy for me to cope with my life and to understand myself better. Cause I know life is hard and we got to move on, people change everyday of course there will be people who hates you. Its true I MIA in many people life cause I could not handle the stress people lay on me esp in money problems.
I wonder How many people have had borrowed money from me and never return. An I wonder how many people have had betrayed me and back stab me through out the years. Its kinda funni the way people are, They can backstab you black list you even put a you on the I don like nor do I wan to be your friend list. But on the other hand I cant do that why?? good question is cause everything will be its her fault to begin with. I always studied computer understanding the concept off the way a computer works to be honest a computer is just like a human. We need people to tell us hey I am going to program this, I am going to input this info into you. I admit I cant work well with others as i often ended up as a loner doing everything.
Sometimes I wonder to myself what the point in everything since the end result is the same as ever...
Everyone got good points and bad points, NO one NO one is perfect. And I guess its time to move on for me.. Like a friend's friend said cut ties...
I wonder How many people have had borrowed money from me and never return. An I wonder how many people have had betrayed me and back stab me through out the years. Its kinda funni the way people are, They can backstab you black list you even put a you on the I don like nor do I wan to be your friend list. But on the other hand I cant do that why?? good question is cause everything will be its her fault to begin with. I always studied computer understanding the concept off the way a computer works to be honest a computer is just like a human. We need people to tell us hey I am going to program this, I am going to input this info into you. I admit I cant work well with others as i often ended up as a loner doing everything.
Sometimes I wonder to myself what the point in everything since the end result is the same as ever...
Everyone got good points and bad points, NO one NO one is perfect. And I guess its time to move on for me.. Like a friend's friend said cut ties...
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